I started my new job!

I just got a job. I did my orientation today and I start training this Tuesday I am struggling with it because I have been with my daughter since she was three, I know all my kids are in school full time and I have good hours during the week I get to be home with them before and after. So yes that is great! But I have to work on Saturdays so that is something I have to get use to. I know I will be alright and this is something I have to do, for my family part of the reason is because my husband is going to be getting surgery and the disablilty pay will not be enough. I love my family and husband so much and he does so much for us the least I can do is pick up the slack for awhile. But it will also help even after the fact if will bring in some extra money.
So it is going to be an adjustment but it will work!

Good Morning and Happy Saturday!

I am so glad it is the weekend and I get to spend it with the family. I just got a job and I will be starting within the next 2 weeks and I am going to have to work on Sats. so I am going to enjoy what i have right now. I am excited that I got a job we really need the money cause my husband hurt his back and has been out on and off for a couple weeks but he gets surgery in a about a month and he could be out 3 months so I am going to need the extra income to help. I just want this to help him and get him better then he was before and I really hope this is how it works.

anyway I hope everyone has a great weekend and I will be back later to update on the job!

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I am 5 days in!

I have made it to my 5th morning I am feeling alot better then I did on Friday and Saturday they were really tough days. I was having really bad anxiety I was crying getting really mad it was just very hard and I don't want to go back down that road again and have to do it all over again if I would start smoking again no way! I chew the Nicorette gum but maybe 3 times a day I only do it when I really want a cigarette and when I would go out and get a pack other wise. In away feeling the way I did not saying it was the best quitting choice (cold turkey) it makes me really think about not wanting to go through it again like that so at this point besides thinking about my kids,husband and friends that are so proud of me I think about how I felt those first 3 days and I really don't want to feel that again! I know i still have alot of time to get through but I am doing it!

I am quitting smoking

I have gotten to my quit date, I am smoke free since 11:14 last night. I am trying to keep myself occupied and using lollipops and gum to get rid of the craving.

I am at a loss here with my oldest son I can take everything away from him and he still blows off his work I cannot stand that he just thinks not doing homework is exceptable. I do not know what to do and how to deal with this any other way I am positive with him when he does a great job but I have to do something when he starts blowing off his wor again I cannot deal with ! If you have any advice on how to deal with it better please let me know!